I am sorry I have let the Lemmy end-users down, especially newcomers who gave up and abandoned new server Instances and end-users who had so many server-crash garbage errors

My bran damage is unable to create English prose able to convince developers to listen to and face June 4 issue 2910 in GitHub.

I tried to put compassion, kindness, love, humanism first with creation of June 13 !lemmyperformance@lemmy.ml

I am a worthless failure :( Over 50 days of effort since June 4 issue 2910 on Github, and I failed to get them to understand the end-user experience of endless crashes on lemmy.ml and all servers with TRIGGER UPDATE statements